What's on your mind today?

[Arturo]

Hi all, popping in while in between diaper changes and feeding. Firechicklet is lying on my chest passed out right now, but we're about to go to a friend's place for dinner (fellow non-Christmas celebrator), so she'll be crabby soon. I don't mind, because she's still perfect in every way, even the crabby ones.
Merry Christmas to all who are celebrating, happy Pagan Tree day to all those not, and hope you're all doing good well. Hopefully will be back here more often now.

Thinking of us? Thank you! Hope you have yourself a Merry Little Christmas

[Magdalena]

 

[Recusant]

Cheers, Firebird, thanks for stopping by--it's good to hear from you. 

[xSilverPhinx]

Hellooooooooo Firbird!

[xSilverPhinx]

Why can't prayer actually work? Why?  I'm certain there are loads of people praying for more tolerable weather around here and yet the humid heat is relentless.

[No one]

xSilverPhinx:
Why can't prayer actually work? Why?  I'm certain there are loads of people praying for more tolerable weather around here and yet the humid heat is relentless.

Because god is a vindictive prick.

[xSilverPhinx]

xSilverPhinx:
Why can't prayer actually work? Why?  I'm certain there are loads of people praying for more tolerable weather around here and yet the humid heat is relentless.

Because god is a vindictive prick.

I must be in hell already.

[No one]

xSilverPhinx:
I must be in hell already

Well, there's plenty of room in this hand basket.

[Arturo]

Speaking of hell, I may be in the pre stages of a psychotic episode. And if you remember, I have schizoaffective disorder. So all game is to observe or ask questions if interested.

A few things:
I am not paranoid right now
I am hyper focusing on the fish I lost and couldn't decide if it was I who moved the fish or the mice and was looking all around for it
I feel the way as before when I had my first psychotic episode

[Firebird]

Speaking of hell, I may be in the pre stages of a psychotic episode. And if you remember, I have schizoaffective disorder. So all game is to observe or ask questions if interested.

A few things:
I am not paranoid right now
I am hyper focusing on the fish I lost and couldn't decide if it was I who moved the fish or the mice and was looking all around for it
I feel the way as before when I had my first psychotic episode

What happened the first time? You may have posted before and I just haven't seen it.

[Arturo]

Speaking of hell, I may be in the pre stages of a psychotic episode. And if you remember, I have schizoaffective disorder. So all game is to observe or ask questions if interested.

A few things:
I am not paranoid right now
I am hyper focusing on the fish I lost and couldn't decide if it was I who moved the fish or the mice and was looking all around for it
I feel the way as before when I had my first psychotic episode

What happened the first time? You may have posted before and I just haven't seen it.

Oh no I didn't post it. I wasn't on this forum when that happened.

What happened the first time is, well, there is a lot to it. But I have a feeling, that feeling is what I during the episode. It's a lot of thinking involved. I'm not sure how to explain it honestly. But right now the feeling is fleeting.

Earlier I was flipping between choices. Like from going to sit at the table then to getting a fork and back and forth. And before that I was looking for my missing piece of fish and looking in several of the same places over and over. But it was the feeling that came with that which is, I think, something like a delusional episode.

[xSilverPhinx]

Speaking of hell, I may be in the pre stages of a psychotic episode. And if you remember, I have schizoaffective disorder. So all game is to observe or ask questions if interested.

A few things:
I am not paranoid right now
I am hyper focusing on the fish I lost and couldn't decide if it was I who moved the fish or the mice and was looking all around for it
I feel the way as before when I had my first psychotic episode

Apathy, have you told this to a psychiatrist? If a full blown psychotic episode can be avoided by tweaking your medication then that's what you should be doing.

[Bad Penny II]

Why can't prayer actually work? Why?  I'm certain there are loads of people praying for more tolerable weather around here and yet the humid heat is relentless.

Probably resistance blocking up the tubes.
Belief has to be total to receive god's grace.
A pyre to burn the unbelievers is traditional.
It may only be anecdotal but I think it helps.

[Claireliontamer]

Thought I'd pop by and wish you all a belated Merry Chrimbo.

[xSilverPhinx]

Thought I'd pop by and wish you all a belated Merry Chrimbo.

Hello Claire!