happy that i'm holy. i once was lost but now am found.

[notself]

Holy Joe,
What kind of cancer do you have and what is its staging?

I my DX is IDC, Stage2, Grade2, 2.4 cm, 0/8 Nodes, ER+ PR+ Her-2 Borderline, Rad 33, declined chemo.

a half-dozen modern-western doctors are basing their information on statistical probablility in the absence of signed liability waivers, suggesting an 80% mortality risk this year.  the eastern doctor suggests that it may or may not be at a pre-detection stage of advancement.  the cancer philosophies are very much different.

In what part of your body is this cancer? What kind of cancer is it?  What were the results of the biopsy?  You say in another post that it is illegal to treat your cancer.  What do you mean by this?  If it is illegal to treat your cancer then why are you seeing doctors?  What do you mean when you say an eastern doctor told you your cancer is in a pre-detection stage of advancement.  That seems like an oxymoron.

What kind of medication are you taking?   Are you being treated for mental problems?  I don't mean this as a personal attack. It is just a question because your posts often seem disjointed and sometimes don't make a great deal of sense.

[curiosityandthecat]

[LoneMateria]

I'd respond to your posts and talk about you flat out lying on here.  But it's pointless.  I see you enjoy lying to people to gain sympathy in order to evangelize your beliefs.  This may well be fun for you but people on this site actually care about people who have cancer, heart problems and who suffer unduly.  But you don't care.  You are a little person who gets a boner by trying to get sympathy out of people on the internet.  If you do this too much in real life the men in white coats might find you and take you.  At least in a mental ward you can finally be around fellow Christians who believe, unjustly, in just as crazy shit you apparently do.

Go troll some Christian forum.

[holy joey]

In what part of your body is this cancer? What kind of cancer is it?

colon.

What were the results of the biopsy?

i'm allowing no further biopsies.  the doctors have been trying to do them.

You say in another post that it is illegal to treat your cancer.  What do you mean by this?

i haven't signed liability waivers.  i'll allow for some tests and treatments but not others.

If it is illegal to treat your cancer then why are you seeing doctors?

to get prescriptions.

What do you mean when you say an eastern doctor told you your cancer is in a pre-detection stage of advancement.  That seems like an oxymoron.

it sounds like an oxymoron to the modern western mind, but the eastern mind thinks differently.

What kind of medication are you taking?

anti-inflammatories.

Are you being treated for mental problems?  I don't mean this as a personal attack.

no.

It is just a question because your posts often seem disjointed and sometimes don't make a great deal of sense.

i prefer to respond briefly, because many people often get confused with longer responses in their simple-mindedness.

[holy joey]

I'd respond to your posts and talk about you flat out lying on here.  But it's pointless.  I see you enjoy lying to people to gain sympathy in order to evangelize your beliefs.  This may well be fun for you but people on this site actually care about people who have cancer, heart problems and who suffer unduly.  But you don't care.

you're welcome to believe or disbelieve anything that you want either way.  i've been honest with you, yet you're calling me a liar.  right after declaring ad hominem.  you don't agree with me religiously, so you villify me personally.

You are a little person who gets a boner by trying to get sympathy out of people on the internet.  If you do this too much in real life the men in white coats might find you and take you.  At least in a mental ward you can finally be around fellow Christians who believe, unjustly, in just as crazy shit you apparently do.

actually, it doesn't matter to me whether you extend sympathy or not.  i was being accused of not sharing personal information before.  but then when i was specifically questioned regarding personal issues, i've been called a liar.  i had expected as much from you.

[i_am_i]

I'm something of an amatuer psychoanalyst and this guys's great! I'll have my diagnosis ready sometime tonight.

[Regens Küchl]

Erm.. Who did your father kidnap?

a 10 year old boy was kidnapped, drugged, sodomized and filmed by my father's husband at my father's house.

Did he let it known or did you find out in some unfortunate way like in The Road To Perdition where the kid looks through a crack in some wood to see his dad shoot someone in the head?

i found out months afterwards when my father's husband went to jail.

That's got to be a disturbing upbringing, if true.

when his husband went to jail, he then desired me, but i don't believe in that.

OF COURSE your dad was a gay pedophile.

:yay:
http://www.chick.com/default.asp

[notself]

In what part of your body is this cancer? What kind of cancer is it?

colon.

What kind of medication are you taking?

anti-inflammatories.

Have your Vitamin D level checked.  Take a minimum of 4,000 IU of Vitamin D3 (over the counter vitamin) per day until your Vitamin D3 level reaches at least 50 ng/ml.  Here is a link that explains.
http://www.ucsd.tv/vitamind/

[LoneMateria]

you're welcome to believe or disbelieve anything that you want either way.  i've been honest with you, yet you're calling me a liar.  right after declaring ad hominem.  you don't agree with me religiously, so you villify me personally.

You are welcome to believe or disbelieve anything you want I really don't care.  I have been honest in all my inquiry and observations.  You are the one who has been dishonest both intellectually and to others on this forum.  I didn't vilify you, again you are projecting your emotions onto what I have been saying and making ad hominems.  I stated that I am skeptical about your statements and the way you have acted leads me to believe you are being dishonest.  So quit playing the, "i'm the victim" card.  If you aren't being dishonest then feel free to show it.

actually, it doesn't matter to me whether you extend sympathy or not.  i was being accused of not sharing personal information before.  but then when i was specifically questioned regarding personal issues, i've been called a liar.  i had expected as much from you.

"mommy those atheists are calling me a liar waaa"

If your responses didn't sound like you are making shit up as you go along then maybe people here wouldn't question your veracity.  Try looking at it from our perspective.  You show up and start spamming different threads with one line comments, you don't even attempt to rationally discuss anything, and you tell stories designed to get sympathy while being bigoted such as saying your dads husband wants to rape you ... and you can't figure out why we aren't taking you seriously.  If you really can't figure it out then you are about as smart as a stump.  I have absolutely no sympathy for you and I really don't think any other member does as well.  Your lame attempts to gain sympathy while being openly bigoted and dishonest show what type of person you really are.  

Feel free to apologize to members of the forum for being an ass.

[holy joey]

Have your Vitamin D level checked.  Take a minimum of 4,000 IU of Vitamin D3 (over the counter vitamin) per day until your Vitamin D3 level reaches at least 50 ng/ml.  Here is a link that explains.
http://www.ucsd.tv/vitamind/

thanks.  i'll bring this up with one of my doctors to check the vitamin D level.  i had an alternative doctor give me mega-doses of vitamin D about a year ago.  (at least, i think it was D.  i forget now.)  i've just had so many illnesses that i don't think that my body can tolerate many of the modern western treatments anymore.

[notself]

Have your Vitamin D level checked.  Take a minimum of 4,000 IU of Vitamin D3 (over the counter vitamin) per day until your Vitamin D3 level reaches at least 50 ng/ml.  Here is a link that explains.
http://www.ucsd.tv/vitamind/

thanks.  i'll bring this up with one of my doctors to check the vitamin D level.  i had an alternative doctor give me mega-doses of vitamin D about a year ago.  (at least, i think it was D.  i forget now.)  i've just had so many illnesses that i don't think that my body can tolerate many of the modern western treatments anymore.

The mega doses were most likely Vitamin D2.  I was on that for over a year and my levels went from 22 to 26.  D2 just didn't work for me because it is not easily converted.  The link goes into this problem.  D3 converts easily.  You can get a prescription but you don't need one.  Join a colon cancer forum for ideas about nutrition an treatments.  There is a forum for almost every type of cancer and the information on them is usually very good.  Patients are now a driving force in treatment especially in cancer.

[holy joey]

"mommy those atheists are calling me a liar waaa"

you're building another strawman argument.  actually, my mommy passed away three years ago.  i mentioned that elsewhere in the thread.

If your responses didn't sound like you are making shit up as you go along then maybe people here wouldn't question your veracity.

here's a published court document.  will this satisfy you?

http://openjurist.org/189/f3d/640/unite ... s-w-snyder

while being bigoted such as saying your dads husband wants to rape you ...

actually, you misinterpreted the statement.  i was referring to my father who tried to rape me, not his husband.  not sure how that's bigoted, unless being anti-incest or anti-pedophile is bigoted.

I have absolutely no sympathy for you and I really don't think any other member does as well.

you made that clear a while back.  not sure how that helps things.  although, you must not be reading the other posts.

[holy joey]

The mega doses were most likely Vitamin D2.  I was on that for over a year and my levels went from 22 to 26.  D2 just didn't work for me because it is not easily converted.  The link goes into this problem.  D3 converts easily.

okay, thanks.  i'm not familiar with the differences between the types of vitamins too much.

You can get a prescription but you don't need one.

i'm assuming that only a doctor can check the blood levels through blood tests or something like that.  i have no idea what my vitamin levels are so i never know what to take.

Join a colon cancer forum for ideas about nutrition an treatments.  There is a forum for almost every type of cancer and the information on them is usually very good.  Patients are now a driving force in treatment especially in cancer.

that's good to know.  i'll try doing more research.  thanks again.

[notself]

i'm assuming that only a doctor can check the blood levels through blood tests or something like that.  i have no idea what my vitamin levels are so i never know what to take.

You have to ask that your blood levels of Vitamin D be checked.  It is a separate blood test and the results take about five days.  If you are seldom in the sun, the best source of Vitamin D, then I suggest that you up your intake of D3 now.  According to the Vitamin D Symposium, levels of intake below 10,000 IU a day are perfectly safe.  You will still want to talk to your doctor.

Check out this forum.  I took a look at it and it seems to have a reasonable amount of traffic and informed members.
http://coloncancersupport.colonclub.com ... um.php?f=1

Here is a link about Vitamin D and colon cancer recovery.
http://coloncancer.about.com/b/2009/09/ ... vivors.htm

[holy joey]

You have to ask that your blood levels of Vitamin D be checked.  It is a separate blood test and the results take about five days.

okay, i see the general doctor and cardiologist this week, and the gastroenterologist in a month.

If you are seldom in the sun, the best source of Vitamin D, then I suggest that you up your intake of D3 now.

i'm sick in bed alot, and seldom go outside, especially in the winter.  i lay sideways about 16 hours per day/night.

According to the Vitamin D Symposium, levels of intake below 10,000 IU a day are perfectly safe.  You will still want to talk to your doctor.

i was never sure what vitamins could be overdosed versus which could be safe.

Check out this forum.  I took a look at it and it seems to have a reasonable amount of traffic and informed members.
http://coloncancersupport.colonclub.com ... um.php?f=1

thanks, i joined the forum (with a different username, of course).

Here is a link about Vitamin D and colon cancer recovery.
http://coloncancer.about.com/b/2009/09/ ... vivors.htm

okay, i've read the article.  good to know.  thanks again.