I've written about the Christian "god"s intentional infliction of emotional distress the last 13/14 years. Where I live, it is a crime to harass someone incessantly. It has been especially bad the last 3/4 months. This being is engaging in targeted aggressiveness for no reason.
https://seylee.medium.com/intentional-infliction-of-emotional-distress-db5316f15bfd?postPublishedType=initial
I suppose that by continuing to believe the mythology is real, you have something to blame. It may provide some measure of comfort (I'm the victim of a supremely powerful supernatural being!) but probably won't produce positive results.