Hi Apathy, and welcome to the forum. I think many of us here have been at the point you find yourself with regards to atheism and straddling the line between agnosticism and atheism.
Then one day you wake up and you realize, hey...I'm a fucking atheist. Cool.
By the way we do have one rule here at the forum, and that is no pictures of kats or nuns are allowed, whether it's a cutesy gif, or a funny meme.
So remember no kats, no nuns. Period. (Even if like your gif the kat is being tortured by being dipped in hot potatoes)
By the way you do remind me of Jeff Goldblum now that you mention it....I liked him in his early days, when he was in the "Bill Chill", or "The Right Stuff", now he's kinda weird.