What's on your mind today?

[jumbojak]

Finding a doctor is proving to be extremely difficult. The only recommendation I've gotten so far is an excellent gynecologist.

[Arturo]

My friend with DID is not speaking to me. And they are expressing concern that they don't want to hurt me. And that they (and their voices) are blaming me for something that happened between us and a third party that excommunicated us. My friend does have a right to be upset. I did something that I said that I would not do. I didn't want to do it. But I wanted to leave and the third party contacted me and said I'm hurting people and wanted to know why I was leaving so I had to do what I said I would not or the third party would not let me leave.

[Arturo]

I don't know how people can go through life. I'm sure they feel as bad as I do but they somehow get to be higher functioning. They have jobs, a place, friends, some of them even go to college, finish, and work with a good amount of money. All I have is this place that I pay for out of my social security. I really wish I could work but I can't seem to motivate myself to get onto the things I need to do. I don't know how people can manage all their stress.

[jumbojak]

I'm hoping that xSilverPhinx is all right. Haven't seen her on here in a while.

[Arturo]

My sister is coming up on Sunday with her family. They are coming to see my Brother-In-Law's other daughter and her graduation from high school. Or something like that. I thought I would have a new bed by the time they got here but I guess not. They will have to see my sleeping bag on the floor haha.

[Arturo]

Man my Dad is such a disappointment. He always makes me worry about his fucking money problems. He said he was going to get a new job after he lost his last one from being laid off. So far he hasn't. Which is just a repeat of when I lived with him when he got remarried to a huge bitch.

[xSilverPhinx]

I'm hoping that xSilverPhinx is all right. Haven't seen her on here in a while.

I'm fine, just been really busy this past couple of weeks. 

[jumbojak]

I'm hoping that xSilverPhinx is all right. Haven't seen her on here in a while.

I'm fine, just been really busy this past couple of weeks. 

Good.

[xSilverPhinx]

I'm hoping that xSilverPhinx is all right. Haven't seen her on here in a while.

I'm fine, just been really busy this past couple of weeks. 

Good.

And how have you been?

[jumbojak]

Better than I was, perhaps not as good as I could be. I've managed to drop from 240 pounds to 204 which is something, I suppose. I don't feel or seem to look any different though so I suspect my scale may have been tampered with...

[Dragonia]

Just popping in to say hi to you all. I miss you and the conversations when it's been too long.
And it's so hard to catch up with all of the threads!
Where did Bruno go? I didn't see any posts from him.
Anyway, life has been hard this past month and it's been hard to even think about lighthearted banter, so that's why I've been absent.
....oh, and then I come here and see that Justin, the new guy, lives in the exact spot where all of my heartbreak is coming from. It's a small world. But Hi Justin anyway 
I'll try to not be as much of a stranger. Hugs to you all!

[hermes2015]

Just popping in to say hi to you all. I miss you and the conversations when it's been too long.
And it's so hard to catch up with all of the threads!
Where did Bruno go? I didn't see any posts from him.
Anyway, life has been hard this past month and it's been hard to even think about lighthearted banter, so that's why I've been absent.
....oh, and then I come here and see that Justin, the new guy, lives in the exact spot where all of my heartbreak is coming from. It's a small world. But Hi Justin anyway 
I'll try to not be as much of a stranger. Hugs to you all!

Hello Dragonia. Good to hear from you, but I'm sorry to hear that you have not been too happy. I sincerely hope life will show a better face soon.

[jumbojak]

Good to have you back again Dragonia. I hope things turn around for you soon. Not sure where Bruno has been... or Mags for that matter...

[Dave]

Goid to hear from you, Dragonia . . . Not so good to hear that life has been a pain though. Hoping things will get better for you.

Was wondering about Bruno myself. But all you HAF ladies have been missed - we need you!

[Project4Two]

A new job. I really, really need a new job. But then the anxiety kicks in and I realize I hate change and it feels like the entire world would be turned upside down if I had to find a new routine. Even though I know it would be better for me and my sanity.